Summer plans

I'm really excited about summer. I need a rest, so when the classes end the first thing that I'm going to do is sleep, watch some Netflix and find some work (I really need to make some money, I'm very poor).

I'm planning to go to Pucón in February with my family, actually we rent a cabin in there for some days so we can relax and have some family time. My mom is the most excited with the idea of go out for a couple of days, she really loves go on vacations.

I hope that I could rest a lot in this summer, I want to read a lot of books at my free time, also I would like to go out with my friends because since I started college met them has become difficult, they have been as busy as me, so when the summer begins we are going to catch up for all this year.

I have been thinking about taking some french classes in the summer, but they are a little bit expensive so I need to find a job before taking the class, I don't want that my parents pay that, it would be unfair for them because they do a lot for me and my brothers.

With all the things that I want to do I might end more exhausted that I actually am now, but it doesn't matter, I'm going to make this summer amazing.

Maybe I should post a picture that shows how is my perfect vacation, so...

The Starry Night.

I love art, specially music and paintings. Is really hard to me to decide which is my favourite one because there are many different and amazing pieces of art. But there is one that I can say is one of my favourites, The Starry Night of Vicent Van Gogh.

Van Gogh painted Starry Night in an Asylum at Saint-Remy in 1889, three months before his suicide in 1880 when he was thirty seven years old.

In this painting we can see a kind of dark castle rising up through the houses below it, covered up with some pretty beautiful stars and the moon. Is a lovely scenery, is like something dark is in this castle, something that the people who live in the houses can't control, is like a scene of some suspense movie.

I like it because it is a painting where you can imagine some story, why is this dark castle there? Who is in there? I think that this kind of a castle is the den of some creature who rules the small town, kind of the big brother, and only at night the people of the small town can feel free, so the stars and the moon shines for them, trying to tell them that everything is going to be ok.

Christmas memory

I don't have a lot of photos, just because when I'm having a good time I prefer to enjoy it that take a moment to immortalize it. Because of that is so hard to think of a photograph that I like. The greatest memories are situations that are in my memory.

There is one of my family and I at Christmas when I was like four or five years old. I don't know who took it, but it was in the mall, when they put a giant Christmas tree in the middle of it. Is an old photograph (actually I take a photo of the photo because I think is really lovely) of me and my little brother with my parents (my mother was pregnant of my youngest brother), sitting around Santa with Santa's hats.

I like it because is a beautiful moment that I share with my family, a good memory of my childhood. I think that when my mother founds it, was a big and nice surprise. A really good reason to be forgetful and have the superpower to lost everything that I have. 

Money money money

I was a little delayed with my posts. I was, because with this post I'm cool.

If I won the lottery, the first thing that I would do is buy a plane ticket to travel across the world, so I could accomplish my dream of see the entire earth (I hope in the future we could travel over the planets. God, it would be awesome). Then, if I don't spend all my money traveling, I'll return to Chile and buy a house in the countryside to my family.

I think that if my fortune doesn't end, I'll use it to pay classes of languages or music, so I could play the violin way much better than now.

When I think in all the things that I want to do I can't stop thinking that maybe I need to be millionaire to make it true. But it doesn't matter, it's all about time, maybe in a few years I could travel across the world and learn a lot of things. Dream doesn't hurt.

I don't know what else could I say, is quite fun imagine all the thing you can do with a lot of money, but at the same time pretty sad that money is so important. If you have a lot you can do whatever you want, but if you don't all the things are more complicated. Sad but true.

                                       

Psycho logy

In my last year of school I didn't know what it would be my career. I used to feel so lost and so young to make a decision like that, I mean, I was seventeen.

The only thing that I was sure about is that I want to help people (I still wanted), but, in which field? Lawyer? Doctor? Finally, I was decided to study psychology.

Why psychology? Well, at the beginning just because it sounds cool. I mean, study the human behaviour and why they act like they do is pretty awesome. But over the time that I've been studying psychology, I realize that is way more than just a cold and scientific way to see the human being. Is about empathy, helping real people with real problems, being however they need to feel better and the ability to heard and understand them.

I'm not really sure about what I'm going to specialise in, maybe psychoanalysis or in humanistic therapy. They are the two fields that I like so much. I hope that I could learn a lot about both, especially because they're too much different with each other.

So, my future job? Psychology, one hundred percent sure.

El Tabito's adventure

7 years ago, at Easter's weekend, I went with my family to El Tabito, a small town in the coast, very cool because it was a forest too. In there we rent a cabin near to the beach. On the second day in there the electricity was gone so my parents went to talk with a lady who lived upstairs (it's was a second floor cabin that was divided in two) who was the owner of the house. She told them that in a house two houses away from ours the electricity was fine, so we could refrigerate the food.

The lady was very kind with me and my brothers; the last day in there (Sunday’s Easter) she gave us a bag full of chocolate eggs to each one. It was a nice experience, very funny accident. We went to the beach every day and at night went to handicraft fairs near of town.

It's a small town so is not a lot of pictures of it, is near of  El Membrillo and El Tabo, it's very quiet too and the people of there is really nice.

Where I'd like to go is...

I love Chile, I think is a really nice place to live, but I'd like to travel around the world and meet a lot of different places, their cultures, and their people. I think that the first place that I would go is France or Italy, maybe both. In France, I'd like to visit the Eiffel Tower and stay in a hostal near to it, maybe rent a bike or a small car so I could travel around the country, see the monuments like the Arch Thriomphe, the Louvre Museum and the Versailles Palace. I'd like to eat all of their food, going to a lot of typical restaurants. If I go to Italy, I'd stay in a hostal in Rome, rent a car and see the Coliseum and the Tower of Pisa. Go to Florence and see the place where Leonardo Da Vinci lived. Experience the lives of the italians, eat their food and see their culture. The reason because I'd like to go to these places it's because I always been interested in their cultures, I specially love their movies, books, paintings and food. They are a really good place to start my journey. 

Final blog post.

All this started in March, when my english teacher told me and my classmates to do a blog where we have to write about things that we like and other random stuff, ten posts to do in ten weeks (one for each week, duh).
In the past few months I literally had a half of the classes, but doesn't matter, I finally ended up with this post list, so, nailed it my dears, nailed it!
This blog was like a child for me (yes, I'm going to be an awful mom), feeding it with some random information that no one cares, full of pretty lame jokes, a few pictures and videos that are just too cool for let it go, some things that can actually be useful and others that are just part of my little imagination.
Sitting here and write for people that I don't know is fun, I mean, I don't know who can read me, maybe the people who has to see this is bleeding by their eyes or maybe they laughing so hard, who knows.
Maybe my posts has some mistakes but however, I'm learning and is a long way to finally talk and write like a boss. In the meantime, I'll keep seeing movies or series and listening music of my beauty babies.
That's all, take care and do not do drugs.
XOXO

Arctic Monkeys = 2 cool 4 this world.

I really love music, is always perfect and let me tell things that I don't know how express. One of my favorite bands ever is Arctic Monkeys.

Arctic Monkeys began when in 2001 the neighbors Alex Turner (vocalist and guitarist) and Jamie Cook (guitarist) received guitars for Christmas, with their classmates Andy Nicholson (bass) and Matt Helders (drums) in Sheffield, England. The boys started a band in 2003 playing locally.

In 2005 an EP of them becomes popular in England "Five minutes with Arctic Monkeys", the band began to play in smalls stages around Britain. A few months later their single "I bet that you look good on the dance floor" becomes a number 1 hit, then in 2006 launch a new album "Whatever people say I am, that's what I'm not" that becomes one of the most famous albums in the U.K.

After a short story about how Arctic Monkeys starts I want to talk about a single of them that I like so much: I wanna be yours, which is a poem of the punk poet John Cooper Clark, who is the inspiration of Alex turner at the moment of write.

This song is about the love and the way that he could be anything she need, just for love. Telling her that she is the boss, she just had to tell him what to do and he will. 

The love is something about Alex write a lot, like in Mardy Bum, I bet that you look good on the dance floor, Do I wanna know?, Crying lightning, Only ones who know, etc.

That's all.

Arctic Monkeys, please come to Chile again.

Potter. Harry... Harry Potter.

So today a friend show up with a magic wand of Harry Potter and it was so cool that I have to talk about one of the greatest saga ever.

Harry Potter is about and orphan whose parents was murdered by Lord Voldemort (Tom Marvolo Riddle) an evil wizard that apparently died when he tried to kill Harry.

There is seven books about the adventures that Harry has in the search of Voldemort, who in the first book reappears, wrecking the horcruxes where pieces of Voldemort's soul are hidden and his life in Howgarts: School of Witchcraft and Wizzary.

Howgarts is divided in four houses where the students lives: Gryffindor, Hufflepuff, Ravenclaw and Slytherin, which are assigned by the Sorting Hat, who choose the students for their qualities and putting them in the right house.

Fun fact: In the first book the Hat tell Harry that he would be fine in Slytherin but Harry ask him for not to do that because that was Voldemort’s house when he study in there. In the final book we can see that Harry is the final horcrux, which means that Harry has a piece of Voldemort's soul, the reason why he can talk Parseltongue, the wand made of the same material (the same phoenix feather core), why he can see Voldemort's thoughts and why the Hat suggested him Slytherin.

I don't want to do a summary of the saga, just talk about the a few things that I like the most of the books, like the deathly hallows, there is a legend of this in the tales of Beedle the Bard (the video is about the story). I just want to say that it would be cool have one of them, doesn't matter which one.

A little bit Freud.

My subject today is going to be Freud, the famous psychoanalyst considered the father of this therapy.
Sigmund Freud was born in Frieberg, Moraga in 1856, when he has four years old his family moved to Vienna, where Freud lived until the Nazis came up in 1938. In 1900 Freud published a book who changed the whole world of the clinical psychology "The dreams interpretation", in this book Freud explain the way that psychoanalysis works (this is the first time that the word psychoanalysis appears), how ours dreams are an expression of our unconscious and the importance of listening what our mind says.
After this big success Freud published another two books in the following five years: "The Psychopathology of Everyday Life" (1901) and "Three Essays on the Theory of Sexuality" (1905). In 1909 Freud become in one of the most famous psychoanalyst, giving conferences and even traveled to United States to give five course of lectures who are in the book "Five Lectures of the Psychoanalysis" where he talks about the hysteria based on his study with Beuer and the book that both published in 1895 "Studies on Hysteria".
In 1923 Freud has diagnose with a jaw cancer that kill him in London in 1939, during this time Freud kept writing books about his field, the most famous are "Totem and Taboo" (1913) "Civilization and Discontents" (1930) and "Moses and Monotheism" (1939).
Until our days the work of Freud is study, being such a rock star in the psychologist world.

Final episode.

There's nothing worse than a horrible final episode, when the characters that you love doesn't have the end that they deserve.

Why I am talking about this? Well, yesterday I re-watch the final episode of How I Met Your Mother and I realize that the worst thing that could ever happen is when the two characters who are made for each other doesn't end up together, or worst, the characters who you really hate together end up as a couple.

Another kind of final episode who I really hate are the ones who let an open ending, I mean, why that happen? They make us living a hell in the meantime they doing the next season, it's been months of pain re-watching the season and waiting with nerves 'till the next chapter.

All the endings are usually bad, but when they leave us the feeling of emptiness in our stomachs and begging for only one more episode that explains why the things end up like this and why the creators like to make the audience suffer.

I've got the feeling that I'm just a freak who cries when her favorites series end, but I don't really care because for a moment I feel the way the characters feel, and this is exciting, is like reading, living a thousand lives for a period of time, being someone else and had amazing adventures.

How does people feel loved?

I've been asking myself this for years and the only conclusion that I could ever reach was nothing, zero, none. I think that I'm gonna die alone.

I've spend the most of my short years reading and watching how people felt in love and then someone come and broke they heart. I don't really want to seem pessimistic but that usually happens, I guess it's normal for someone like me being terrified with the idea of love and avoid that bastard my entire adolescence. So, first lesson: love sucks.

When I was 15 or 16 years old and the only thing that your friends talk about is boys is very usual think that you're not belong there, but when you're a teenager, somehow, you become a little (for not saying a huge) stupid, so the only thing that you wanted is fit in your gang.

For that reason I started to meet boys and I don't know how I felt in love, the irony was simply magnificent, I mean, it seems like a bad joke being in love with a boy who was the opposite in every sense. At this point I've learn a second lesson: love makes you so much stupid.

When the relationship was over and my little heart was broken in so many pieces I've learn the third and most important lesson: the only person that I would love more than anybody it's me and only me.

I'm guess that I'm too young to believe that the first rule is an absolute truth. I mean, who knows, maybe there is a "happy even after" for everyone.

About my favourite series

I'ts been a while since I put a post in here, so I think I'm gonna revive this blog.
How this is a free post I'm going to talk about one of my favourites series ever, Supernaural.
Supernatural is about two brothers (Sam and Dean Winchester) who fight against monsters, demons and angels who try to kill humans.
Sam and Dean are from Kansas, where they mother was murdered by a demon. Since that accident the Winchesters become a family of hunters, traveling all accross the country looking for paranormal activities and for the monster who did that to her.
The series starts twenty two years later of that accident, when Dean (who stay with they dad hunting) come to see Sam at Stanford (where he was studying to become a lawyer) to tell him about his father disappear when he was after a clue of the thing who killed his wife.
This is how the first chapter of the followed ten seasons starts, in the road so far we can see they relationship as bothers and partners, resolving supernatural cases and trying to deal with they problems.
I think this is pretty much all that I can say about it because I don't wanna make any spoilers to anybody.

Me and my cellphone

I think if someone ask me about my favourite electronic thing that would be my phone.
My cellphone it's an tiny and white thing (a Samsung Galaxy Core) that helps me to be in touch with the people that I care of, also is where I play games like farm heroes saga (still stuck on level 272) and watch movies and series on Netflix. I bought it when someone stole me my old phone in the subway like a year ago.
I use my phone everyday, it's a very useful thing, I mean all the mails and university stuffs are in there. If I lost it, I lost all my music, pictures and important stuff. I'm so used to my phone that I couldn't imagine my life without it. Maybe I have a problem.
When I'm bored and my mom is working (she works at home and the smart TV is near to her desk so I can't use it) I watch movies on the phone, or play any stupid game that appears in the play store.
I really like my phone, it helps me to find places, good music and notified me when Netflix put a new season of Supernatural, House of cards or any other good series.
Well I think I'm done.
P.S.: Here's a picture of my phone, it's so cute.

Expectations

When I get the acceptance mail I couldn't believe that I'm going to study here, but here I am, in my third week studying psycology, and it's been really great.
I want to study a lot, I love this program and their subjects, my favourites are philosophy and psychobiology, I hope that the rest of my program have so much fun than I already have.
About the extracurriculars I'm confused, I want to learn french, but I don't know if I have the time for that. I guess the time can tell me that.
It's difficult to me to write an expectations post 'cause there're a lot. I mean, I want to learn more about my future career but I also want to learn so much languages, like french or italian. I love the posibility of learn a lot of interestings things here, the fact of have the knowledge is just awesome.
I spend a lot of my time here, so I think that this university is already my second home, or maybe a place where I feel comfortable.
In only three weeks here I feel that this semester would be so cool and I'm pretty excited.

Me, myself and I.

Hi, my name is Camila, I'm seventeen years old (yes I'm the baby) and I'm taurus. I live in La Florida with all my family and my dog, a tiny little weirdo who loves bites me. I guess she is like me. Awkward.

I love the tv, is the most beautiful thing that ever happened, I mean, Sherlock and Supernatural are in there and this is amazing, also I saw Netflix a lot, is just the most beautiful thing in the world. When I'm bored I like to read, Edgar A. Poe is my favorite writter, he is so cool in a very bizarre and nerd way. Anyway I think that the thing that I like most is listening music (and being sarcastic, haha.), my favourite band ever is Gorillaz, but I also listen things like Radiohead, Nirvana, The Ramones and a lot of latin rock.

I just realized that I forgot to talk about my family. So, I'm the oldest but not more smart of my brothers, they are really more nerd than I, they are playing LOL all day long. My parents aren't married so I'm a mudblood (yes, I love Harry Potter. Howarts please send me an acceptance letter), and they really loves each other. Aw.